I was doing a vlog today. I’m interested in getting more into social media and I have no aspirations to be famous or make money but I like the idea of talking to someone(s) as I currenlty don’t have people to talk to regularly. I don’t think it’s unusual for people to walk around talking to themselves anymore. Most people just think that you are on the phone. But I like the idea of being heard. Of people connecting with what I have to say and gaining insight or feeling less alone/better about themselves.
That doesn’t mean that I will ever put these things online, but I’m toying with the idea and now I have the time. I got firedy Friday. My boss, who hasn’t spoken to me at length or been able to look me in the eyes in months, up and told me he was letting me go and I should get my stuff and leave at 3 pm. He didn’t say why, and honestly I was kind of expecting it because the place is just not a functional workplace and he refuses to acknowledge or address it.
I know I have blame in this too. I made mistakes. I didn’t take that job when I was t my best; having just come out of an abusive and toxic workplace I could see the signs right away that this place we pretty much the same kind of place. I mean it didn’t take more then 20 minutes to determine that the office has a new assistant every 4 months, and has for at least the last 3 years. They either get fired or leave and I had little hope of this turning around when after over 2 weeks of being bashed and snarked at for every little thing that went wrong, my issue or not, I wrote a letter outlining how I felt at the office. Why did I do that?